我累了。。。

一转眼就九年了。 这九年是值得开心的还是让人烦恼。 都有。 九年的感情来的不容易， 的确是值得开心的。但是，同样懊恼。 因为他并没有急着想未来婚姻的事。 他还得集中全力在事业里冲刺。 那我呢? 我已等的太累了。 累得不知该往那个方向前进， 也不想再走了。

真的非常累。 对于他来说，事情必须 do 1 thing at a time. 原本说好过了 2009 我们就去风水大师那算日子。 因为他说我们都非常忙着节日。 现在却跟我说我们都忙着我买车的事就讲等到过了CNY 再去算。 一拖了在托。 我已经不知该 believe 他的计划吗。 所感受到的都是失望。 讲了也吵了过好几次。 他不可能不知道我想要的。 他却选着装聋作哑。

九年纪念日， 他竟然忙到忘了。 我虽然某某的在做工，但泪水却控制不著的流下。 对他发脾气，但他可知道我有多谋得伤心。

My first lesson in SP campus

SP campus is really big. A lot walking to search for the class and after lesson searching for bus-stop. Terrible! Something which I must compliment is the students there are very helpful. I asked few students for direction to the room and after lesson. It's again a long walk after lesson to the bus-stop or mrt station. At the bus-stop, I failed to see my desired bus to take. Asked a student whether which bus-stop caters for 154 (coz I heard from my colleague bus-stop at SP has 154 which head towards Toa Payoh), she suggested me to take bus 74 and transit as to her knowledge there is no 154 there. So while waiting for bus 74 I was using my phone and meddling with my mp3 when I didn't realise bus 74 is here. She was so nice to tap me telling me the bus is here. Even thought it’s a tiring and walking day for me, but I met few helpful little angels. The female student is really very nice to even take the effort to tap me seeing I might miss the bus. If it is me, I don’t think I will bother to notify a stranger about the coming bus. At most I will answer the stranger's question to take which bus. Feeling abit bad, infact we all should be more helpful to people around us. This student really strike my mind to be a more helpful person. =D

I made 2 new friends at my first lesson. Sin Yee and James. They are friendly. Other classmates are friendly too, but I do not know their names. Haha~ James knowing I took quite sometime to find way to the mrt or bus-stop voluteered to lead me a short cut if we are going the same way next time. Sin Yee is a gentle and soft lady. Easy to get along with. Its my lucky day because I met some helpful and friendly people despite the walking and tired. It’s a long and difficult journey home. Dragged a tired body, lots walking needed and bus transit. My lesson finished at 10.05pm but I reached home around 11.40pm!!! Terrible… SP is such a big and inaccessible campus =X

Conclude: It’s a long and tiring day, but I'm happy because I met a lot kind souls =D

He is such a man =D

Hubby is so man yesterday ! I'm so terrified when I saw a lizard in the bathroom. Fell from the wall and it quickly crawl to the corner. Hubby heard my shouting and rushed over. Initially he just took few piece of tissue paper thinking that will catch the lizard. Haha…. Then he went to take some newspaper, rolled it and wacked the lizard. The lizard is so stubborn, 2 wacks before it is flat dead. This is the first time I see my hubby kills. So man !!! Keke =D

The beginning of another stage of my life

It's my 26th birthday today! Slightly over mid 20s, but not too sad about it. It's the beginning of another stage of my life. I had an enjoyable day. Had my morning with my lovely colleagues and work, afternoon is all reserved for myself. I took a half day leave and went shopping in town. Weekday orchard was so nice to do shopping. Bought dresses & accessories. Pampered myself with 2 hours plus of manicure and pedicure session... Its nice ! I doesn't want too fanciful deco so I had the french classic.

It is kinda of a great difference for me as it is a common knowledge to people who know me that I cannot shop without company. I did it, on this special day. Well, I'm so proud of myself... Haha~ it may sounds funny to most people as you will be thinking what is so difficult to shop alone. Yes, it is definitely difficult for me. Therefore I actually felt quite satisfied with the things I did today especially the afternoon session.

I realised that sometimes it is good to have times reserve for ownself. You get to enjoy and look at the picture with a different type of feeling. It is definitely a great start for my 26.

Timing is just nice as after my mani & pedi, it is also time for hubby to knock-off from his work. We meet in citylink for dinner at New York New York. Sponsors : my 4 aunties. Vouchers from them for Christmas is being utilised. Its a nice dinner! Sumptuous maincourse & mouth watery starter. Followed by the usual white chocolate mocha frap at Marina Square starbucks.
Wrap up of the day: Back home, dad gave me an ang bao of 200 bucks. Nice things happen to me for this whole day. How fortunate am I.

Lastly, I wish for a smooth sailing year for my career, studies & future plans.

19th Jul at Caribean III

All of us

the 4 of us

jie fu & the girls

the guys... (adrian stoneing seh already)

Snap shots... ...

me & shi pooling =p

si mi dai ji *diao*

Wrap up of the night... (kuku jie fu davis idea)

hubby & me

ade & mel

shi & jo

shi & davis

lynn & jo

me & mamasan

jo & davis

I have not been able to online as frequent for near to 1 month already coz Ah Pris is back to the working sociality. After taking a break for 6 months, I'm once got myself a full time job. As an Accounts Senior in a local CPA firm.

Work is never easy for me, itz not like working in Deloitte. Job scope are so familiar till close one eye also can get the job done. I guess itz the norm ba, we'll need to payback more according to the amount that we get. Not only in term of salary wise, but also the "level" for the work. The higher you are, the amount of stress level also increase.

Well, all of us should be aiming higher despite the amount of effort to put in doubles. Thats where we all learn. Stagnant working procedures means no improvement in life. Gaining my work knowledge on my job scope, itz much more different from my previous experience. I'll need to do lotz checking for security purposes & confirmation before I can get to the processing. Tedious.

I used to enjoy working, going to office with a happy mood & even in office was happily processing those invoices. Now, I'm very stress about work. The knowledge transfer process was only 1 week and after which Jovy needs to go to the client which I'm previously with. For those who had worked before knows that 1 week of knowledge transfer was not sufficient. Even if the person managed to teach all that is needed, the person who is learning must be needing another week or so to familiarise with the job scope. What I'm lacking is the another 1 or 2 more weeks for me to familiar with my job scope before my "shi fu" leave. Very stressful & pressured. Hopefully everything goes well for me.

Very sad, I use to meet my hubby almost everyday or only just for dinner. But now, since my semester started 3 weeks ago, & his also started, we practically are not able to meet on weekdays. My lessons are on wed & friday, his on tuesday & thursday. The only day available is monday, but itz the day that my work load was the most & most probably will be needed to do overtime. Thats so sad. The only days we have are weekends.
As the process is not very happy & enjoyable, till now I havn't really want to celebrate for getting a job.

Add onz of drinking portfolio *diao*